So I was eating my ham and cheese hot pocket when Ms. Cayenne Pepa sent me a Huffington Post link…

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/04/21/exotic-dancer-stabbed-wit_n_189626.html

A 52 year old stripper stabbed by a rival with a stiletto. So many questions come to mind when you read this story. Who would pay to see a 52 year old stripper. I know the economy is bad but can a 52 year old find something else to do besides strip. This is not an Angela Bassett 52  year old woman either. Ms. Lady looks 62. 

I had already planned to do a post sometime this week, I’ve got mad randomness floating threw my head and nowhere to share or vent. I don’t have time to pay co-pays to go talk to somebody, especially most of the therapists I know are crazy for real. Have you ever watched In Treatment on HBO. So I’m back for free therapy, fun discussion, and even a few heated arguments.

I’ve missed my friends on Ya Dig. I’ve missed the vibe as a whole. Maybe it’s gone. Maybe it won’t come back, but I refuse to be a quitter. I refuse to walk from another situation like the same problem won’t follow me. So I’m back, I might be typing to myself. If you’re reading, join in. 

Today’s big random conversation for me…Reality and/or Reality TV

I’m still tripping off of the 52 year old stripper, but I’m also very confused by all the hoopla surrounding Susan Boyle (I think that’s her name) from Britain’s Got Talent. Will she get a makeover? Will she change her hair? Everyone was wowed. Like being less than attractive was the only possible gift the woman could be blessed with. Seriously where do individuals get their reasoning skills.

I want to admit that I am a VH1 reality show addict. Yes I tuned in for the Ray J finale. Yes I watch Tough Love. Yes I watch I Love Money 2. Fact of the matter, the shows make me feel normal and highly intelligent. Plus I think I have a crush on the host from I Love Money and the matchmaker from Tough Love (it’s the accent).  That’s it for now. Totally random. I’m going to finish my hot pocket…