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A Moment of Self Reflections and Ranting…

I can remember when the air was clean and sex was dirty.
  – George Burns

How did I go from the “Where the Party At?” Calls,

 to the

“Can the kids spend the night with you, while we go out calls?”

From conversations fueled with tales of debachuery from the previous weekend

to mundane conversations about my aches and pains??

Constantly singing woe as me songs….Granted, this year has been a helluva a year for my health.   Past two years have been spent grieving.   But, my health and loss are something that I have spent a lifetime dealing with.  I’m a bouncer backer, a keep looking ahead type of person…when did I become the type of person to allow myself to wallow in funk?

Some blame my newfound “Boring” on my relationship.  Said I had become a housewife.  Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy my relationship, I do find comfort and fun in it. I mean, who can’t love a man, when you ask him what turns him on, what would he like to see or have you do, he simply states, ” You turn me on, I’ll take you straight, no chaser”  Who says he’s reminded he’s in love…”When every morning I look at you, with eye boogers, and crusty lips, and say..I could wake up to this forever.”  lmao..so romantic.  But, sometimes we get on each others damn nerves..lol, and he gets out and I do too! 

My mom says that I’m simply..growing up.   Ok, maybe, but who says growing up has to be this got damn boring?!!!!

So, it’s about that time, it’s 2009, and its time to make a bunch of resolutions that I WILL stick too, you see I’m anal, I make an objective list then I put it on  a spread sheet with dates to achieve by. 

My Resolutions-

1. To Challenge myself to do something New everyday-no matter how mundane

2.  To visit at least 1 memeber of yadig, before we get distracted and forget about each other.

3. Take up a salsa class, (cause I love it, and I love dancing)

4. Get Healthy and fit–this is a lifestyle change, I’m committed it to it (tired of talking about body aches…I’m too young for that ish)

5.  Have sex in a public place (been there, done that, why not do it again)

6. Take my kids on a long overdue vacation.

7. Stop talking about this damn disease, unless its about educating.  Never talked about it in the past, not going to allow it to be what I’m about.

8.  Become a Vixen…again..lol

9. Get my hair like Taraji Henson in Jamie Fox’s new video, I love that cut, time for a change.

10.   Go to carnival in Antigua   

11.  Have a girlfriends only lunch at least once a month with my girls.

and a host of other things I haven’t listed yet…. time to get on the bandwagon, what are some of your resolutions for 2009?   Come on entertain me this Tues, or the highlight of the day will be the finale of Paris Hilton’s My BFF, yeah..it’s that bad.